Saturday, 9 April 2011

Less than 1 day

4:49pm Not long now. Still relaxing and much cooler than it was. I need the loo. I have drunk so much.
I love you

Thursday, 7 April 2011

On my way tomorrow

Friday 00:30
I am feeling so low. I don't know what to do. I just don't know how I can live through this. One day at a time I suppose.

Wednesday, 6 April 2011

To spend so much money to prove you have enough money to live just sounds contradictory to me. Why is it only I that sees it that way?
Sorry should I repeat that in Urdu? No! You are officially an English Speaker. It took £200 and a piece of paper to tell us what we already knew. How ridiculous - the hoops one has to jump through. Surely things were once simpler. Why make anything easy when bureaucrats can make it harder. Some land, a little hut and the two of us together are all I need and want. Soon will come the day that we have to have a test to prove that we can breath.
Someone said I was cynical yesterday. I think I am just a realist. I'm fed up with bolstering other's egos - just let me live a simple life with dignity and with the person I love.
Tired, weary and running on empty. Need to sleep for a year.
I love you.

3 Days to go and a bit?

Tuesday, 5 April 2011

4 days to go

OK You are the boss!
10:23
Lesson plan finished. All statements etc. scanned, sent and printed. It only took 4 e-mails. Just remember you are worth it - every bit of it.
I love you.