8:50 I have just woken up and a text has come wending its way from you. I wonder how it travels all that way and what direction it takes to get from your phone to mine. That had really got me thinking.
I love you

I wonder what you had said to me here. Maybe it was, 'Can I drop you here?'

Missing you as ever. I don't want to play any more - this situation with you in one country and me in another. 

Well what do you think?

Missing mummy, little big brother, little little sister and most of all cousin brother  - you.

I do feel low but with each new set back I pick myself up again and wait for the time when we will be together. It does feel beyond cruelty but others have been in this situation and survived. 

You can't imagine how I feeling. Yesterday I felt like I did the day you sent the picture of yourself in your blue jacket. I keep seeing you and I am reminded about the surprise I felt when I saw what a handsome man you were. Of course you are a lot older now and falling apart somewhat he he he but you still float my boat.
I Love You